I will forever remember this month as the happiest of all 2011 months.
August 13, I tested positive.
August 14, the OB confirmed "definitely, pregnant.."
To this day, I still can't believe that we're going to have a baby. People ask what we did to make it happen after 3 long years of waiting. Believe it or not, we did not do anything. My husband and I even thought one of us was barren. This is not a miracle but 'surprising' is certainly an understatement.
I don't know how to describe it but 'mixed-emotions' would suit it best, I guess. I cried and cried happy tears. I didn't talk when I delivered the news to my husband because I didn't know how to. One thing I remember clearly was whispering "Thank you, papa Jesus!" upon seeing the positive result. I didn't know what else to say because I had so much going on in my head. I started to fear for my baby's health. I thought of ways to bring the good news to my parents. I anticipated friends' and workmates' reactions. I thought twice [or more] about quitting my job. All of this and A LOT MORE rushed through my head.
But one thing is more clear now than ever, you may always know what you want but only God knows when you deserve it.
I will always have faith in Him because He has never failed me. Positive things really do happen to positive people. :)